This is nothing about punishments or my ramblings about my punishments. I want to use this opportunity to say how much I love my man. Last night I was in a lil girl mood and what did he do? He rang me up, made sure I had my pacifier, teddy and blankie and talked to me til I went to sleep.
He says he's not doing anything special, but I know how lucky I am to have him. I have lots of baggage, lots of bad times in the past and he doesnt care about any of that. I'm clingy and he loves it. I have a needy lil girl side and he embraces it. I'm moody and grumpy and he makes me giggle. He's already waited 6 months for me to come home permanently, and now he's willing to wait til the end of the year. He gives me unlimited cuddles and snuggles. He lets me sit on his lap. He holds my hand when we go out in public. He spanks me when I need it. He puts me in the corner when I need it. And he doesnt stop, when I plead for him to stop- cos he KNOWS I need it.
I love exploring his body. He says he loves my roaming hands, but I love just touching him all over. I love his eyes, especially when he cant keep his eyes off me. I love his hands, especially when he rubs my bottom and back. I love his fingers, especially when they are intertwined with mine. I love his chest, especially when he lets me play with his chest hairs while I lean against him, listening to his heart beat. I love his arms, especially when they are wrapped around me. I love his legs, especially when he pushes a thigh between mine. I love all of him, and he is mine, just like I am his.
I want him to know how special he is, how much better my life is now that he is in it. Thankyou my love, for looknig after me, for protecting me. I love you to the stars and back again, and so much further. I love you the mosterest. You bring out the best on me and you make me happy. I cant wait til we can be together for always and forever. Ten months to go xoxoxox
Monday, March 14, 2011
Saturday, March 12, 2011
My First Story!!
Bottom Hole Punishment.
The little girl in this story is very much an adult. Its just a story about a big-little girl who has a wonderful man who looks after her, protects her and indulges her "lil girl" side :)
"It's going to mean a very big punishment."
Josh looked down at his little girl as she cried openly as she sat on the edge of the bed. He didnt like seeing her so upset but she had to learn and making her feel guilty was the only way she was going to remember. Josh reminded himself that this was worth it, to keep her safe.
"Baby?"
Her tear-streaked face looked up from where it had been hidden, buried in her legs that were pulled up to her chest, "Yes sir?"
Josh frowned. The word "Sir" only came out when his baby girl was truly scared and hurting.
"Come here love."
Josh sat down on the love seat that sat across from the bed and she almost leapt into the comfort of his lap. She screwed herself up so all her arms, legs and body was pressed as closely as she could get to his chest. Josh started rocking her back and forth. No punishment could start until she had calmed down.
"Honey? Are you okay?"
"Yes Josh." Her head popped up out from under his chin and she tried to look but she could not get eye contact. She felt too guilty.
"Okay." Josh moved his little girl around so she was facing him on his lap, "Now, we can't start doing anything until you tell me why you are so scared and upset."
"Cos its gonna hurt?"
Abbey looked down at her fingers wrapped around her Josh's shirt buttons. It was a sure sign that she was lying.
*SMACK*
He reached around and lay a hard smack on his little girl's covered bottom, "Dont lie to me." He looked her more closely in the eyes, "Tell me the real reason."
She fiddled with everything she could lay her hands on- Josh's buttons, Josh's shirt tails, her hair, her dress hem, until his hands covered her own.
Josh waited patiently, he could wait all day for his girl. Sometimes she just had to think of the right words to say.
"Um, I'm upset cos I feel bad."
"And why do you feel bad?"
"Cos I made you so mad . . . and, and I scared you!"
Josh gave her a half-smile, "You did scare me baby. That car nearly hit you. How many times have you been punished for running after your ball across the street?"
Abbey looke up sheepishly, "Lots."
Josh finally sighed a little in relief. He was starting to get somewhere. "And how have I punished you before for running across the street?"
"Um . . ." Abbey thought about it, "I had to stand in the corner once . . . and I gotted spanked a lot . . . and once I had to write those lines."
Josh nodded, "But I dont think those things worked that well, because you keep doing it."
Abbey nodded gravely.
Josh pretended to ponder, "So, this is what we are going to do babygirl. You have to remember that you aren't allowed to cross the road without me holding your hand, and you need a little girl punishment to do just that. Every day for two weeks you are going to get a smacked bottom before lunch, then we are going to pull your panties back up but pin your dress up and we are going to walk across and down that busy road while I hold on to your hand very tightly. Everyone will be able to see your red bottom underneath your white panties."
"Oh Josh! No, please, no! That's so embarrassing!"
*SLAP, SLAP* A quick two slaps to Abbey's front thigh put a quick end to her whinging.
"And that's not all honey. You are going to get a big punishment tonight. To remind you that you need to stay safe for me. I couldnt stand it if my little girl was hurt or even worse."
Abbey looked down again in shame and guilt.
"You are going to get a big girl punishment as well because it is such a big deal. You are going to get up on the bed right now, on your knees and reach back and spread your bottom cheeks. I'm going to strap your bottom hole and bottom with the thin belt. Then you are getting some Vicks up into your bottom hole and a big punishment plug to hold it in. And you are going to sit in the corner for quite a while and think about that BIG BIG pole in your bottom. And then, no dinner tonight and you can go straight to bed"
Abbey whimpered but submissively nodded. She needed this. Sometimes her lil girl mind just took over and she didnt remember important safety stuff. Besides, she had to obey. Be a good girl for her Josh.
Abbey moved to the bed, burying her face in the soft doona, waiting for her horrible punishment. Out of the corner of her eye, she saw Josh coming back towards her, his hands full with the strap, vicks container and the BIG BIG plug.
It was going to be a loooong afternoon . . .
The little girl in this story is very much an adult. Its just a story about a big-little girl who has a wonderful man who looks after her, protects her and indulges her "lil girl" side :)
"It's going to mean a very big punishment."
Josh looked down at his little girl as she cried openly as she sat on the edge of the bed. He didnt like seeing her so upset but she had to learn and making her feel guilty was the only way she was going to remember. Josh reminded himself that this was worth it, to keep her safe.
"Baby?"
Her tear-streaked face looked up from where it had been hidden, buried in her legs that were pulled up to her chest, "Yes sir?"
Josh frowned. The word "Sir" only came out when his baby girl was truly scared and hurting.
"Come here love."
Josh sat down on the love seat that sat across from the bed and she almost leapt into the comfort of his lap. She screwed herself up so all her arms, legs and body was pressed as closely as she could get to his chest. Josh started rocking her back and forth. No punishment could start until she had calmed down.
"Honey? Are you okay?"
"Yes Josh." Her head popped up out from under his chin and she tried to look but she could not get eye contact. She felt too guilty.
"Okay." Josh moved his little girl around so she was facing him on his lap, "Now, we can't start doing anything until you tell me why you are so scared and upset."
"Cos its gonna hurt?"
Abbey looked down at her fingers wrapped around her Josh's shirt buttons. It was a sure sign that she was lying.
*SMACK*
He reached around and lay a hard smack on his little girl's covered bottom, "Dont lie to me." He looked her more closely in the eyes, "Tell me the real reason."
She fiddled with everything she could lay her hands on- Josh's buttons, Josh's shirt tails, her hair, her dress hem, until his hands covered her own.
Josh waited patiently, he could wait all day for his girl. Sometimes she just had to think of the right words to say.
"Um, I'm upset cos I feel bad."
"And why do you feel bad?"
"Cos I made you so mad . . . and, and I scared you!"
Josh gave her a half-smile, "You did scare me baby. That car nearly hit you. How many times have you been punished for running after your ball across the street?"
Abbey looke up sheepishly, "Lots."
Josh finally sighed a little in relief. He was starting to get somewhere. "And how have I punished you before for running across the street?"
"Um . . ." Abbey thought about it, "I had to stand in the corner once . . . and I gotted spanked a lot . . . and once I had to write those lines."
Josh nodded, "But I dont think those things worked that well, because you keep doing it."
Abbey nodded gravely.
Josh pretended to ponder, "So, this is what we are going to do babygirl. You have to remember that you aren't allowed to cross the road without me holding your hand, and you need a little girl punishment to do just that. Every day for two weeks you are going to get a smacked bottom before lunch, then we are going to pull your panties back up but pin your dress up and we are going to walk across and down that busy road while I hold on to your hand very tightly. Everyone will be able to see your red bottom underneath your white panties."
"Oh Josh! No, please, no! That's so embarrassing!"
*SLAP, SLAP* A quick two slaps to Abbey's front thigh put a quick end to her whinging.
"And that's not all honey. You are going to get a big punishment tonight. To remind you that you need to stay safe for me. I couldnt stand it if my little girl was hurt or even worse."
Abbey looked down again in shame and guilt.
"You are going to get a big girl punishment as well because it is such a big deal. You are going to get up on the bed right now, on your knees and reach back and spread your bottom cheeks. I'm going to strap your bottom hole and bottom with the thin belt. Then you are getting some Vicks up into your bottom hole and a big punishment plug to hold it in. And you are going to sit in the corner for quite a while and think about that BIG BIG pole in your bottom. And then, no dinner tonight and you can go straight to bed"
Abbey whimpered but submissively nodded. She needed this. Sometimes her lil girl mind just took over and she didnt remember important safety stuff. Besides, she had to obey. Be a good girl for her Josh.
Abbey moved to the bed, burying her face in the soft doona, waiting for her horrible punishment. Out of the corner of her eye, she saw Josh coming back towards her, his hands full with the strap, vicks container and the BIG BIG plug.
It was going to be a loooong afternoon . . .
Friday, March 11, 2011
Machine Punishments
I tell ya, thank god its Friday. Im exhausted. You know what I was thinking about? Machines. I was watching a clip on spankingtube where a girl was getting punished by this automatic spanking machine. She was leaning over the desk and this plastic paddle was just thwack-thwack-thwack, like those automatic tennis ball shooters. It was interesting. And what was even better, her teacher/father/punisher was sitting on the other side of the desk reading his book, looking up occasionally to see whether she was still in position and for comments like "are you enjoying that? Are you going to be naughty again?" Quite a bit of fun.
As always, spanking stories that involved machines, didnt really do it for me. They are just like those spanking stories where it just involves the spanking part, instead of the punishment of getting scolded, having to get in position, corner-time, being called naughty and pulling the panties down, all the good stuff. Machine spankings can also get kinda harsh and cold. No being cuddled afterwards or having a loving arm holding you down across the lap. There were a couple of exceptions of course, there was one, I think it was even a M/M spanking story where the naughty party would strap themselves into a machine for a quick slap on the leg rather than face the wrath of their parental units. Of course, though, the machine also included corner time and scolding so it had that personal touch that I like.
And you cant talk about punishment machines without mentioning fucking machines. Before I met S, wouldn't I have loved one of them? They look awesome, lowering yourself onto them to get well and truly (and rhythmically) fucked. Lol . . . and of course, the spanko-part of me goes wild with the possibilities. Being made to lower yourself onto one for a punishment fucking. High speed, huge dildo of course. Maybe even a forced punishment fuck in the bottom hole. I can just see S making me go squat in the corner over the machine, making me lower myself onto it and set it to high. Or what about being strapped down, bent over a desk and the fucking machine wheeled up behind you, with you having no say in the matter. Nice.
Anyway, fantasies aside . . . those fucking machines are expensive!!! But hey, with a good lotto win, I'm sure my man would buy me one :)
Have to go, will write again soon xx
As always, spanking stories that involved machines, didnt really do it for me. They are just like those spanking stories where it just involves the spanking part, instead of the punishment of getting scolded, having to get in position, corner-time, being called naughty and pulling the panties down, all the good stuff. Machine spankings can also get kinda harsh and cold. No being cuddled afterwards or having a loving arm holding you down across the lap. There were a couple of exceptions of course, there was one, I think it was even a M/M spanking story where the naughty party would strap themselves into a machine for a quick slap on the leg rather than face the wrath of their parental units. Of course, though, the machine also included corner time and scolding so it had that personal touch that I like.
And you cant talk about punishment machines without mentioning fucking machines. Before I met S, wouldn't I have loved one of them? They look awesome, lowering yourself onto them to get well and truly (and rhythmically) fucked. Lol . . . and of course, the spanko-part of me goes wild with the possibilities. Being made to lower yourself onto one for a punishment fucking. High speed, huge dildo of course. Maybe even a forced punishment fuck in the bottom hole. I can just see S making me go squat in the corner over the machine, making me lower myself onto it and set it to high. Or what about being strapped down, bent over a desk and the fucking machine wheeled up behind you, with you having no say in the matter. Nice.
Anyway, fantasies aside . . . those fucking machines are expensive!!! But hey, with a good lotto win, I'm sure my man would buy me one :)
Have to go, will write again soon xx
Tuesday, March 8, 2011
Long Weekends . . . with punishments :D
*sigh* I just had the best long weekend with my S. It was a public holiday Monday over here in Aussieland, so I decided to drive down and see my honey. We rented out a 5-star hotel room and indulged in some fine dining :)
And having a room all to ourselves, no family or friends popping in and out of the house, yes, Lil Girl tended to get up to some mischief :D
I had gotten some OTK spankings and lots of cuddles and cums til I decided to be extra naughty . . . and I pushed it a little too far . . . I then got personally accquainted with the hotel suitcase holder thingie. You know, the thing that kinda looks like a clotheshorse but with straps across the top to hold your suitcase? Anyway, I kinda got tied to it as I was kicking and making a fuss with a normal spanking, so S tied my hands and legs to the contraption and was able to fully wallop my bottom to his hearts content with the stupid wooden spoon and paddle.
Can I say I HATE that wooden spoon? I know everything hurts, but that thing, stings like anything.
Over the weekend, I got tied down to that thing twice and loved/hated every minute of it :)
I think the stand-out spanking of the weekend was at the very end, S pushed me face-down over the edge of the bed and spanked me on the bare bottom with the wooden spoon ( I think its his new favourite weapon) but he said to me, no cumming at the end of this spanking (usually I get to cum after a spanking) and he popped a pacifier into my mouth. He said it was a baby girl spanking and babies dont cum after their punishments. Sucking on my pacifier while getting spanked just put me into such a different frame of mind. I didnt get turned on by it at all, I was getting spanked for being a naughty baby girl and afterwards I would get cuddled and I got rocked as my baby-self, not as a big girl who just received a big girl punishment. It was very . . . comforting. I loved it. I hope S loved it just as much. I've had "lil girl punishments" before but they usually blur quite a bit with "big girl punishments" Thats why this one was so special.
Anyway, back to reality for a few more weeks. Cant wait til a weekend like this is the norm, not a special occasion.
And having a room all to ourselves, no family or friends popping in and out of the house, yes, Lil Girl tended to get up to some mischief :D
I had gotten some OTK spankings and lots of cuddles and cums til I decided to be extra naughty . . . and I pushed it a little too far . . . I then got personally accquainted with the hotel suitcase holder thingie. You know, the thing that kinda looks like a clotheshorse but with straps across the top to hold your suitcase? Anyway, I kinda got tied to it as I was kicking and making a fuss with a normal spanking, so S tied my hands and legs to the contraption and was able to fully wallop my bottom to his hearts content with the stupid wooden spoon and paddle.
Can I say I HATE that wooden spoon? I know everything hurts, but that thing, stings like anything.
Over the weekend, I got tied down to that thing twice and loved/hated every minute of it :)
I think the stand-out spanking of the weekend was at the very end, S pushed me face-down over the edge of the bed and spanked me on the bare bottom with the wooden spoon ( I think its his new favourite weapon) but he said to me, no cumming at the end of this spanking (usually I get to cum after a spanking) and he popped a pacifier into my mouth. He said it was a baby girl spanking and babies dont cum after their punishments. Sucking on my pacifier while getting spanked just put me into such a different frame of mind. I didnt get turned on by it at all, I was getting spanked for being a naughty baby girl and afterwards I would get cuddled and I got rocked as my baby-self, not as a big girl who just received a big girl punishment. It was very . . . comforting. I loved it. I hope S loved it just as much. I've had "lil girl punishments" before but they usually blur quite a bit with "big girl punishments" Thats why this one was so special.
Anyway, back to reality for a few more weeks. Cant wait til a weekend like this is the norm, not a special occasion.
Thursday, March 3, 2011
Face Slapping
I have never been a fan of face slapping. It just always seemed too cold for me. I can see how it might turn others on but its never been something that I liked.
Until, you guessed it, I read this story that kinda had me thinking differently.
It went along the lines of:
"What did you say?"
"Im sorry sir."
"Come over here so I can slap your face."
She had to bend down to receive the punishment and he slapped it firm but not hard.
To submit to your own punishment like that. To walk over and accept your slap, even bend down to make it easier for him. I liked it in that manner. In fact, I read it over and over and over. That dominant voice of :come over here so I can slap your face.
Interesting . . . still a single smack on the bottom as a warning works too :-D
Until, you guessed it, I read this story that kinda had me thinking differently.
It went along the lines of:
"What did you say?"
"Im sorry sir."
"Come over here so I can slap your face."
She had to bend down to receive the punishment and he slapped it firm but not hard.
To submit to your own punishment like that. To walk over and accept your slap, even bend down to make it easier for him. I liked it in that manner. In fact, I read it over and over and over. That dominant voice of :come over here so I can slap your face.
Interesting . . . still a single smack on the bottom as a warning works too :-D
Wednesday, March 2, 2011
Anal Punishments
One of my previous posts, I said there was more punishment, but I didnt go into it. I just thought it deserved a post of its own. Oh, yes, anal punishments.
Sigh. I have a love/hate relationship with anal punishments. With a previous partner, I built up to being able to fit quite large items into my bottom, then there was a while until my current partner and I got together and we've started on anal play and punishment. Its quite frustrating to know I used to be able to fit things in without too much hassle, and now I cant. I guess it took me a while to build up the first time and I will get there again. I just know that it makes S so happy when he can play with my bottom and I want to please him so much. When we are together 24/7, we'll be able to spend a lot more time practising with things in my bottom *shudder*
So anyway, after that cold shower, S insisted I put one of my bigger plugs into my bottom as further punishment, and unlucky for me . . . it went in kinda easy for once. It IS easier when I am on my own cos there's less embarrassment and I'm doing it myself instead of someone doing it for me- I know when to relax, when to push out etc. Anyway, S was quite surprised at how easy it when in, SO he asked me to go get something bigger. God yes, the dreaded towball. At the very start of our relationship, S showed me this towball and said menacingly, one day this is going in your bottom. And the other day it did. It took a LOT of lube and it was quite painful and Im not sure it went all the way in. Oh god it hurt. I cried like anything. It taught me a lesson, thats for sure. Dont EVER argue with S.But once it was in and then out and it was all over, I know it made me a better sub. HAving it in my bottom made me feel very submissive. I would have done pretty much anything he asked after that. So, admittingly, it worked. But I hope I dont have to use it for a long time.
I do like reading about anal punishments. It adds an extra squirmy element after a normal spanking. I like it best when the guy/Dom makes the girl wear a plug as punishment or makes her sit on a "punishment stool" and she has to ease herself onto a dildo. I really like it when the guy puts his finger in her bottom and asks her how she needs to be punished
eg. "How do I punish naughty little girls?"
"You spank me."
"What else do I do?"
"You put a finger in my bottom."
"Thats right. Naughty girls get fingers in their bottoms."
I really like when they say they have to use less lube because they're been punished but in real life, I really think you shouldnt do that. Too little lube can cause a lot more damage than just pain. I also really like it when the guy bends his girl over and makes her count how many "insertions" she should get with a dildo in her bottom. Making her count how many times he's going to fuck her with a dildo in the bottom. Mmmm, yummy. But scary if its happening to you lol . . .
And of course, a punishment fuck in the bottom is quite enjoyable :) When a man says, "I'm going to have to punish your bottom now." Ohhhhh . . .
Other anal punishments? Getting spanked or strapped on the bottom hole is a real punishment for me. Very good-squirmy when you read about it, hate it when its actually happening to me. It hurts like anything. Wooden spoons on the bottom hole sting too.
Ginger in the bottom? Hmmm . . . it doesnt burn like I read about but yeah, it can cause a bit of a warmness. What I like less and is a real punishment to me is either ice in the bottom hole or Icy-Hot (Dencorub) in or around the bottom hole. OUCH!!
Anyway, thats my thoughts for tonight. S has set me a new task that I have to read a different kind of story each night and let him know what it is. I also have to let him know if I'm going to cum while reading the story. Its to broaden my scope of stories I read, as I tend to stick to punishment-heavy naughty little girl stories.
So off to find a good story. I like this task :)
Sigh. I have a love/hate relationship with anal punishments. With a previous partner, I built up to being able to fit quite large items into my bottom, then there was a while until my current partner and I got together and we've started on anal play and punishment. Its quite frustrating to know I used to be able to fit things in without too much hassle, and now I cant. I guess it took me a while to build up the first time and I will get there again. I just know that it makes S so happy when he can play with my bottom and I want to please him so much. When we are together 24/7, we'll be able to spend a lot more time practising with things in my bottom *shudder*
So anyway, after that cold shower, S insisted I put one of my bigger plugs into my bottom as further punishment, and unlucky for me . . . it went in kinda easy for once. It IS easier when I am on my own cos there's less embarrassment and I'm doing it myself instead of someone doing it for me- I know when to relax, when to push out etc. Anyway, S was quite surprised at how easy it when in, SO he asked me to go get something bigger. God yes, the dreaded towball. At the very start of our relationship, S showed me this towball and said menacingly, one day this is going in your bottom. And the other day it did. It took a LOT of lube and it was quite painful and Im not sure it went all the way in. Oh god it hurt. I cried like anything. It taught me a lesson, thats for sure. Dont EVER argue with S.But once it was in and then out and it was all over, I know it made me a better sub. HAving it in my bottom made me feel very submissive. I would have done pretty much anything he asked after that. So, admittingly, it worked. But I hope I dont have to use it for a long time.
I do like reading about anal punishments. It adds an extra squirmy element after a normal spanking. I like it best when the guy/Dom makes the girl wear a plug as punishment or makes her sit on a "punishment stool" and she has to ease herself onto a dildo. I really like it when the guy puts his finger in her bottom and asks her how she needs to be punished
eg. "How do I punish naughty little girls?"
"You spank me."
"What else do I do?"
"You put a finger in my bottom."
"Thats right. Naughty girls get fingers in their bottoms."
I really like when they say they have to use less lube because they're been punished but in real life, I really think you shouldnt do that. Too little lube can cause a lot more damage than just pain. I also really like it when the guy bends his girl over and makes her count how many "insertions" she should get with a dildo in her bottom. Making her count how many times he's going to fuck her with a dildo in the bottom. Mmmm, yummy. But scary if its happening to you lol . . .
And of course, a punishment fuck in the bottom is quite enjoyable :) When a man says, "I'm going to have to punish your bottom now." Ohhhhh . . .
Other anal punishments? Getting spanked or strapped on the bottom hole is a real punishment for me. Very good-squirmy when you read about it, hate it when its actually happening to me. It hurts like anything. Wooden spoons on the bottom hole sting too.
Ginger in the bottom? Hmmm . . . it doesnt burn like I read about but yeah, it can cause a bit of a warmness. What I like less and is a real punishment to me is either ice in the bottom hole or Icy-Hot (Dencorub) in or around the bottom hole. OUCH!!
Anyway, thats my thoughts for tonight. S has set me a new task that I have to read a different kind of story each night and let him know what it is. I also have to let him know if I'm going to cum while reading the story. Its to broaden my scope of stories I read, as I tend to stick to punishment-heavy naughty little girl stories.
So off to find a good story. I like this task :)
Tuesday, March 1, 2011
Panties . . . and no panties.
Mmmm, got a wake up call from S this morning. Its our new thing for him to make sure I wake up early enough to have a healthy breakfast. It used to be that you couldnt get me to sleep past 5.30am but with the heavy workload I have at the moment, I dont really have an motivation to get out of bed. So, I get a personal S wake up call.
I woke up thinking about panties punishment. S has told me numerous times that wearing panties is a priviledge. And he's done it to me before. If I get naughty or cheeky, I do have panties restriction. He knows I hate wearing g-strings, so if I'm on restriction I usually have to wear a small bottom plug and a g-string. Sometimes I'm not allowed to wear panties at all.
We tried diapers once in a lil-girl play day and it didnt really work for either of us. It was a nice feeling wearing one but I coudnt bring myself to wet it or anything, I dont think I play that little. I think if he forced one on me, that would be different. Like the wet panties punishment. If I did something naughty and he made me wear one and made me wet in one, that might be different. But again, it would be the humiliation factor and loss of control that I would like, not the actual diaper wearing. Hmm, interesting.
Anyway, off to have a healthy breakfast so S is proud of me and so I can be proud of me.
I woke up thinking about panties punishment. S has told me numerous times that wearing panties is a priviledge. And he's done it to me before. If I get naughty or cheeky, I do have panties restriction. He knows I hate wearing g-strings, so if I'm on restriction I usually have to wear a small bottom plug and a g-string. Sometimes I'm not allowed to wear panties at all.
We tried diapers once in a lil-girl play day and it didnt really work for either of us. It was a nice feeling wearing one but I coudnt bring myself to wet it or anything, I dont think I play that little. I think if he forced one on me, that would be different. Like the wet panties punishment. If I did something naughty and he made me wear one and made me wet in one, that might be different. But again, it would be the humiliation factor and loss of control that I would like, not the actual diaper wearing. Hmm, interesting.
Anyway, off to have a healthy breakfast so S is proud of me and so I can be proud of me.
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